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“Somebody asked me which part of the break up is the hardest. If this was asked to me a month ago, I would probably say it’s the aftermath. I always thought it was. But then now that I actually heard the question, I realized that it’s not. The hardest part of the break up is actually before the break up. Because it’s when things fall apart.
When you start to stop talking, when you wonder if there’s someone else, when you decide to be cold to him, when you wonder if he’ll reach out or do the same, when you start telling it to your friends, when you decide wether to consider their opinion, when you’re stocked in a million-dollar decision wether to fight or to flight, when you finally talk, and when you choose your decision
You see, the thing is: after all the rituals you’ve done, you still end up regretting your decision.”
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